This is my life, i'm not trying to hide, just trying to indemnify!!!

Woke up in the morning feeling extremely tired. I slept through the whole journey to work...Slept on the train and on the bus, i din even remember how i staggered my way from my home to the MRT station. Thank God that i did not meet with any accident and somehow made it thru, safely to work.

1 mth left in MSD
5 mths have passed like wind blows since i 1st stepped into the company. I have enjoyable times and of course unhappy times here. One of the most enjoyable time that i had, was the slack times i had which i used it to study about Music theory. It was really fruitful as i finally understood the key concepts of modes, chord construction, chord substitutions and of course the art of practise scheduling. I compiled a big files on these from the internet. Then all the pay days were very exciting too. But sadly, most of my pay were used to pay my debt which i borrowed from my rich brother to pay my tuition fees. I loaned some money to a close friend of mine. The rest of the money was used to buy a mp3 player, a new bag, POD from melvin and of course, my wife AT200. I think these were money well spent.

I used the POD for FR gigs for Override and VOID. And i will be using my AT200 for the new band(which i like to call it Ezra's Room... The name Sanguine i agree isn't catchy enough ). My MP3 player whas served me faithfully as it's the equipment that we used to record our songs. Songs like Found, indemnify etc, were recorded using it. The only regret i made is to buy the hush puppy bag becos it's too small and it's has a magnetic clip on to ledge on the flip. The magnet is no good for my electronic equipments like my MP3 and Handphone. Sad.

Sold my old guitars
A man must be faithful to one single wife. I strongly agree with that and so, i am selling away my 2 old wives...haha..No lah!!! I am selling them away because i find it hard to maintain 3 guitars, therefore i selling the other 2 to pple who will treasure and use them. I have just sold Alvin my Black Goth Epiphone for quite a low price. The reason why i chose to sell him is because i believe in the chinese saying of "furtile water shalt not flow to other pple's farm." haha!!! I told him that selling him at low price is an act of support for him going on staff with Forerunner.
PS: Sorry bang, can't support u much even though i really wish to.

My korean SD Squire will be sold to my student in SAC. Also at a low price!!!

I hope that the sale of two guitar can generate some money for me to take up driving.

Taking up driving
I have finally made up my mine to take up driving liao. Remember the good old army days when i used to race those old land rovers with my frens...And of cos, driving huge tanks like Bionix, SM1 and bronco. Those were fun. The reason why i din take the test earlier because of money issues and lack of motivation to learn. I was saving money for my own degree course in University. Now that i may have some extra cash plus money i borrowed from my officer brother, i can take up driving liao...Yes yes...Hopefully i can get my loan to my close friend back soon...( 1 K plus) so that i can pay back to my brother. So a total of 2 K i think is enough for me bah.

Another motivation why i took up driving is also that my family is considering getting a Kangoo, and so i can used it if i have a license to drive. And perhaps i can used it for FR gigs when we have to transport stuffs and "staffs" from GCTC to concert venues. Even without the kangoo, i can also help to drive the FR van for our new band gigs. Because we cant always rely on Sara, Haiks and Sharon to drive it.

New band stuffs
I am so proud of manson that tis lad has raised up to 60% liao...Not easy man!!! Proud of you minibang... I want to encourage daniel further..." Bang, hang in there...and helping u sending ur newsletters to my friends liao...hopefully can arrange a time with u to meet with my friends. Just want you to know that we are here for you, not infront of u, not behind u....but rite beside u ok!!!" Alvin is having his exams this week...Think today 1st paper!!!So i better dun disturb him!! Hang in there big bang!!!

Ohh, by the way, we came out with a few names for our bands during a meeting with Sara. Some names were really funny like: simply bento, pork chop, auntie yummy....even kyrie's band(named after Princess Kyrie.....She's so cute!!!!Ooops...dun digest!!!) But some names are cool like: "Ezra's Room, Stir, Sanguine heurisko and x-square....Finding a name is really not easy because this name will stick with us for a long long time.....

Over the weekend, Alvin and I came out with 2 more songs: Shattered walkways and another untitled song. We have fine tuned and completed "Once again". The next step is to wait for big bang to finish exam, and we can carry on to write some more. Also of course, daniel and manson to raise completely so that we can kick off the new band by doing recordings. Yeah!!!Jiayou!!!

"Companion in life" again
Someone was asking me about what type of gal i liked....hmmm.....Well, of cos i do like a certain type of gal, but i think there's no criteria non-negotiatable. I remember p'Jan was telling me that how p'Puu wasn't his type in the beginning when they met....But God helpped them to fallin love and now to p"jan, p'Puu is all his type.... I think i must correct myself lah...Yes, there is a certain type of gal that appeal to me more than the other type...but i am looking in to the heart of the person more than whether she's the type or not.

There are some non-negotiable criterias though:
1) She must be a X-ian
2) She must be God-centred and love God...
3) Of course, we must have same direction in live lor...

Previously i was secretly admiring a sister for 2 years leh....I felt like a wimp for not have the courage to tell her that...Anyway, She's very God-centred but i realised that her direction in life is very different with mine...so i din carry on....It took me quite some time for me to "kill" my feelings for her.

So last nite, i telling God that i am keeping a open heart with who He's bringing to me. I dun care what type of gal she is...As long as He wants me to love her, i will love her selflessly.... :>

Prayer Requests
1) Pls pray for the new band that I am involved in with FR. Pray that Dan and Man can raised support fully soon and for Alvin to be able to focus on his exam. Pray that i place their interest over the interest of the band.
2) Pray for my health bah....recently i am feeling quite weak....fall sick easily especially with Flu...
3) Pray for Joshua's recovery( simon's eldest son who has undergo an ear surgery). He's making fine progress.
4) Pray for my mentor Pat who is raising support also. Pray that He can carry on to rely on God who has been the provider of his life for the past years
5) Pray for myself to be able to live out the PDA life.
6) Pray for me to have idea and motivation to do my final report for my IA
7) Pray for my driving lor!!!

HeeHee, tat's all folks!!!