Lament of a rebelious Samurai
Buzy and Buzy is all i know....Doing reports after reports!!! But am happy, becos i can keep my mind off many things!!! Off music, off life, off the things i have always trying to get but cant get!!! I want so much to lead my own life!! Do wotever i want, and not be accountable to anybody or any being out there!!! but i know i couldn't!!! Becos i am made this way!!! Frustrated!!!Very frustrated!!!
Venting my frustration!!!
Y is it always the case that u let me see, but i cant touch....touch but cant taste, taste but cant swallow!!! Wot the!!!! Everyting is so near yet so far!!!
What do u really want from me!!! Wot? If u want my life, all u have to do but to ask!!! I would gladly take it!!!
Y do u want to give me something and in the end take it away!!! Do u really enjoy seeing me in pain? I am powerless towards you!!! I just cant take it anymore!!! I cant stand ur hot and coldness!!!
Pls stop toying with me!!! Pls!!! U know wot i always wanted!!! Yet u gave me so many others which i dun want!!!
Coming back to you, i laid down my sword!!! Trying to stop my pointless battle with you!!! I have fought too hard, too long and too foolishly!!! Take me!!! If u want, finish me off and give me my honor!!! But i know u are merciful!!! Keep me by ur side...pls!!!! I shalt live emotionlessly!!! Your stds are too high for me!!!
Venting my frustration!!!
Y is it always the case that u let me see, but i cant touch....touch but cant taste, taste but cant swallow!!! Wot the!!!! Everyting is so near yet so far!!!
What do u really want from me!!! Wot? If u want my life, all u have to do but to ask!!! I would gladly take it!!!
Y do u want to give me something and in the end take it away!!! Do u really enjoy seeing me in pain? I am powerless towards you!!! I just cant take it anymore!!! I cant stand ur hot and coldness!!!
Pls stop toying with me!!! Pls!!! U know wot i always wanted!!! Yet u gave me so many others which i dun want!!!
Coming back to you, i laid down my sword!!! Trying to stop my pointless battle with you!!! I have fought too hard, too long and too foolishly!!! Take me!!! If u want, finish me off and give me my honor!!! But i know u are merciful!!! Keep me by ur side...pls!!!! I shalt live emotionlessly!!! Your stds are too high for me!!!
posted by ZP | 5:38 AM
1 Comments:
Bro, besides your last paragraph... every question you asked, imagine God asking it of you. Every comment you made, He's making it to you. Ever thot that all God wanted was one thing... and He's not getting it - our undivided heart for him. We say we give Him that, only to take it away/back from Him... he knows exactly how you feel.
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